You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve. And I have always buried them deep beneath the ground. Dig them up; let’s finish what we’ve started. Dig them up; so nothing’s left unturned.
Look at the wonderful mess that we made.
I screwed up,i screwed up big time. I lied. I put you in danger. I know you wont forgive me, i know you wont take my apologies. And i think you are sick of me asking for forgiveness.
You are literally gone. I didnt got to see your face. You had no reason to come back before and now you definetely dont have one, I were never a reason for you to come back.
Our last fight was literally our last.
But i never lied when i said i love you, i never lied when i said i care, i never lied when i said i wanted to be with you.
The struggle is over now, no more fighting, no more “maybe” we shouldnt be together. No more we hurt each other or i bring the worst out of you.
I’ll miss you, i’ll miss cuddling with you, i’ll miss arguing wich cinema to go,i’ll miss riding bikes together,i’ll miss leaving you at the bus,”cooking”,eating candy,going to the mall just not buy anything.Arguing about my friends,arguing about the distance,arguing about my clothes,my diet, god we did argue a lot.I’ll miss everything.
So long and goodbye Patrick. I hope you get to accomplish all of your dreams.I hope you get to study what you want, i hope you get to France, i hope you get to do with your life what you always wanted.I hope you are clean,
Icarus is flying to an early grave.